Sorry I haven't posted again, I'm still numb. Also, exhausted from my job and daily chores. Normally I'm going to work at 7am. and getting home sometime after dark. I've been blessed with a visit from a long time friend who has stopped to visit for the last two evenings. He didn't leave till around 8 pm each night and so that's when I finally took my shoes and got comfortable. Makes for a pretty long day. So that's how I've been physically and mentally, well just numb. Luckily? Luckily I've been through this sober/drunk/sober thing before and know how I'm going to feel and what I can do for myself. Or at least I know what's worked before. I keep reminding myself that the feelings of shame, stupidity and sometimes anger I've had before for much the same reasons. It's day 3 and I feel like I know what to expect. I appreciate your comments of support and thank you. I'm going to be OK, eventually.
PS. The pic is of a sunrise not a sunset.