This might just be all about me but...

I've had the same doctor for years and years. He's great, cute, a redhead and an expert on Aids and HIV. Very handy if you happen to be HIV+ like me. This really all started with the tooth. That one that is loose, still. I checked at the local dental clinic today and yes they still have me in their files and yes I can come back if I have my current bloodwork available. Doctor's office says last time was February so I have to get new. This sweet young girl at the Dr.'s office left a message this afternoon and then just called again a minute ago. I explained about the tooth and the bloodwork and she said come on in. I explained how I couldn't since the doctor got a new accounting person who suddenly surprised me with a bill for $500 and said I had to pay it right away. I've sent $30 in the last 3 months. I'm not happy about that but it's all I can send. And then I mentioned that he'd become too expensive for me anyhow. So I told her I was going to go to the local clinic instead and that it was a shame as that doctor has pulled me back from the brink of death a few times now. She really thinks she can get around the accounting person but I don't. She's welcome to try. It would make things easier but I'm going to go ahead with my original plan. While I was explaining to her about him I teared up and got all emotional. I haven't in the recent past given this the time and attention I should have and suddenly just got overwhelmed. I apologized for getting all weepy and we ended on a positive note. It's kind of funny how one thing leads to another thing that leads to another. You get my gist.

I need to add that I'm trying to work an eight hours a day this week to help make up for all the time I'll lose next week when I'm in PA. This is really hard for me to do. After 5 hours of paperwork all I want to do is sleep. Maybe I'll sneak a cot in to my office. Just a little 30 minute nap would do the trick. I wonder if anyone would notice?