I've been sober for awhile now....
going on 8 months. Yet, I find myself angry with the neighbors who are all getting high. It's almost as if I envy them. I don't, really. I don't want to go back to the way I was. It's just that they're so inconsiderate. They park in my space, litter and have party's at 4 am. when I'm trying to sleep. And then I remember how everything used to be all about me. I was just as inconsiderate as they are now. Maybe they'll grow out of it, maybe they won't. Lord knows, it took me 36 years to see the light.
posted by Hannen @ Friday, January 27, 2006
3 Comments:
I'm trying to figure out what there is to envy.
I use to get angry too at people who continued to party. It was like the whole world should of stopped if I did. We both know that isn't going to happen. Do some of them have problems? Sure. But a lot of them don't. "Normal people"....geez.
I see you,
JJ
Hi Hannen. I'm from austin and a fellow AA'er. Here is a link to my blog. I post mainly about recovery items. Stop by if you get a chance. www.lifeinaminorkey.blogspot.com
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