I've been watching Bambi.
I remember this as the first movie I ever cried over. I sort of remember crying when his mother died. I've got to ask my Mommie Dearest how old I was then. It was released in 1942 and I wasn't born till 1951 so if I saw it when I was 5 it would have been 14 years old by then. I can still remember sitting in the seats at the theater with mom and my little brother Lance. Little did I know that this would be one of the defining moments in my life. I also remember crying when Ole Yeller died. Just a preview of what was to come. I can cry. I get misty eyed at meetings, at Hallmark commercials, after reading a good book and even just communicating with someone on the phone. I'm almost to 7 months of sobriety and I don't see any changes in my ability NOT to cry. I don't always like it when it happens but it's usually because I'm moved by whatever is happening. I'm so easily moved. I can laugh about it now. I sort of thought that once I got sober I'd stop crying so easily but doesn't look like that's going to happen. Ah well. It's cool to see these old movies that I saw as a kid and wonder what I was thinking way back when. At least I'm thinking now.
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I'm the same about crying. These days, at least it's about feeling good, although I still cry when I think about those last months of drinking. Sometimes called "incomprehensible demoralization."
I wuz gonna do a post about Bambi today, but decided not to. I had some venison instead. ummmmmm
Dave (HP) is too much! I have the same memory of Bambi. Up to and including crying. When I saw it was on, I declined. Thought it might be too much. Now I wish I had watched. It's good to know we share this event. Thanks. Queen Noor
Queen Noor, they were showing Bambi in Jordan today? We are blessed by your company, Your Majesty.
My mother always says that my tear ducts are to close to my bladder - some of us are built that way I guess! I used to get really embarrased .... now I just think that it's probably the person who is watching that suffers the embarrasment - let them deal with it!!
Hannen
I love that movie..I thnk it's great that you can cry. Getting to tears is the hardest thing for me. I feel them coming and I have that internal switch that just shuts them off. I don't know why that is, but Im sure I will figure it out sooner or later.
Crying lets you release whatever emotion you are feeling. Its a good thing. So dont stop ...k
:)
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