So much has changed...

I've changed. In the last 1 year, 3 months and 4 days I've lost good friends (I thought), made several new friends and rekindled at least one friendship. Some of it makes me sad but most is pretty positive and makes me feel good. I think I'm still the same person but in reality I'm probably just beginning to become the person I always thought I was. Alcholol really changed my life and my personality. I don't notice the difference but on more than one occasion, recently, someone has said they've noticed such a difference. I evidently used to be bitchy (who me?) and prone to outbursts of angst. I just remember myself as "Mr. Friendly". Ah fantasy.